I was...

i had realized that she was different from other people.
i knew her when i was sophomore.
i learned how to conceal my feeling to her.
how not to attract attention from my classmate.
i knew what i was feeling, i was falling in love with you, Miranti
i thought and thought, but i couldn't get  a chance.
apparently i wouldn't share my feeling to you, because i knew no matter how hard i tried,  no matter what i said or did, this feeling wasn't getting through
Miranti....
so i decided to keep it up as long as i could until i found a chance or a chance found me